hi
ive been with a girl once before, we dated and it was quite a serious relationship for me. then i never dated a girl again.
recently i have been getting an obsession with looking at the female body. it is in a way because im not satisfied with my own (i have small breasts)
im slim though, its not that im fat. i just think breasts are so beautiful. i dont understand what is going on with me. i may just rly hate my body, and i just
like looking at others girls. what has made me kind concerned is that my roomate walked in the other day (which im not attracted to whatsoever) and
i got an instant rush of blood to my head when i looked at her chest. i may be just that envious, i dont know i cant tell. but sometimes i look at pictures on the internet
and i know i want to be like them, but i think it is so hot also. i keep imagining having the perfect girl infront of me and touching her... i dont know if this
is weird or what... well it is i know, but i just dont know how to get over it. sometimes ppl need to get sex changes cuz they truly feel like they are indeed
a different sex. maybe i truly need to get breast implants cuz all i can do is obsess with breasts. when a girl is infront of me i accidentally look down at her chest all
the time, espeicially if there is clevage showing. i feel embaressed and wonder if she notices. i do it to all women, who walk by, on the metro. i have no feelings for girls..
its just i am so obssessed with boobs right now its horrible.
so basically im not looking for a relationship or anything, and this is all quite superficial. i really think u should like ppl for who they are, so i dont know
why ppl call themselves lesbians, other then the fact that they are attracted to boobs instead of penises. so technically im not being any more superficial
then any other lesbian person out there....
id just rly love to touch someone's boobs and see what it is like again... maybe around c cup or something... kind of someone who looks like me
(pink nipples... slim.... brown hair... or whatever.. just slim and cute) the gf i had before was 5 years ago and it was my first relationship so
i was rly shy and not very turned on by her, though i did enjoy kissing and think the sex was hot (receiving not giving... though i do think having sex with a strap on instead of my hand would be really hot... just an idea i have sometimes though i never done n e thing like that before...)
anyway i dont know i just needed to say something about this.. i dont know how many girls check here but if u have any advice that would be great
so yeah, looking for girl with nice breasts, cute/pretty, slim and not too tall since im 5'4. i'd like to chat on msn with u..
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